Apr 05, 2006 11:16
Hmm... I've been in a weird mood lately. What with reading, doing homework, playing Oblivion, and dieting and exercising, I feel like something really strange is missing. It's not that I'm lonely or anything, but I just don't have time for anything anymore. I'm too caught up in everything else to care about friends or family at the moment. Freakin' weird. I'm actually so busy that... damn I'm tired. I completely lost my train of thought. So busy that... So busy that... I've lost sleep..? No that's not what I was going to type. Damnit. My head's really weird now.
My first class was canceled today. The teacher has to go to somewhere for some strange reason. Why the fuck didn't she tell us on Monday? Then I would have gotten an extra hour of sleep. Damn women.
Oh yeah, I've gotten really sexist lately. Not in the "Women don't deserve to make as much money as men" kind of way, but more along the line of... "Women should be fawning over me and treating me like a king" kinda way. I am, after all, pretty cool and very deserving of this type of treatment.
I guess that's my attitude now... probably because I'm so defiant when it comes to schoolwork and teachers and shit. It just adds to my whole demeanor... What the fuck should everything matter so much? Hurricanes... okay, we get it.. New Orleans is gone, but those of us who haven't given anything by now are not going to give anything else just because you put all those sappy commercials on television. What the fuck? Damnit, if I had a say in things, New Orleans wouldn't be rebuilt. I mean, it IS BELOW SEA LEVEL AFTER ALL. It's that whole human pride bullshit that pisses me off. If you believe in god, then maybe God's telling you something... MOVE THE FUCK AWAY. He looked at this giant bowl called New Orleans, and he said, "I will have cereal!" With water, because god's weird like that.