Today, I am restless. I have things I need to get done, but no drive to do it. Instead, I want to do something else. I want to go to a flea market, or go look for bargain movies. I want to draw (if only I knew how), I want to buy flowers and put them on my table. I want to go for a walk, or a drive. And I want someone to do all these things with ( Read more... )

I spent years trying to get away from these people, and suddenly facebook reminds them I still exist... stupid social networking site. I might get rid of it, I have no interest in communicating with some of those people. I don't need to be a part of their 'social circle', or their vacuous little worlds ( Read more... )

You Are An INTP
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I love the snow. Whether I'm inside watching it glaze the rooftops from my bed, or in the thick of it feeling it swirl around me. I love all the seasons, but this one I hold dearly... possibly because there are those who deem it "miserable"... Winter isn't perfect, but nothing is, and I've nearly made it my life's goal to see the beauty in all ( Read more... )

Alone, finally. Brad is sick at mum's house, Aaron is at his co-op, and dad's left for work. The dog is sitting quietly (if stupidly) on the couch, and there isn't any screaming outside, nor any infiltrative music coming from the metal band next door. There is no traffic. No text messages, no instant messages, no emails. I need to read 9 chapters ( Read more... )

In a similar manner
Much further away

Time was kind
but this world is not.
Stripped
of another mindful master.

Wise, thoughtful eyes
through spectacles
gazed upon this earth with
an incomparable joy.

Much further away
now and always

a shining soul
a kindred one
gone
And not to be replaced

Our sage;
whose last breath
held the knowledge of this world;
not to be known

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Heres something freaky: This morning at around 9:30, and only for about 10 minutes, I was the only person online on my MSN. Nobody on away, Busy, anything. Just all... offline.

Oh Valentines day... Another cash-grab I don't celebrate. Yesterday, a woman I'm friends with on iVillage asked me "don't you wish sometimes that your man would buy you roses, or chocolates, or watch the notebook with you?" I said no. Because I don't like roses, am trying to lose weight, and am not really all that fond of "romantic" movies ( Read more... )

Can't sleep, too much to think about. I applied to college today. what a thrill that was. I'll hear back from them soon, I think. If I dont get accepted, I dont know what i'll do. I'll be damned if I'm going to spend another year of my life doing nothing. Screw that, man. Everythings sucked today. Even my food didnt taste right. Whats so off about ( Read more... )

We found a car. Its a bit of a bank-breaker, but we need a vehicle. We tried out an 89 chevy cavalier mini-wagon, but the allignment was so bad, you'd let go of the wheel, and it could drive you straight into a ditch. And the brakes were crap... really crap. Aaron tried out a 98 Volkswagon Jetta, and thats the one we're trying to get. Its manual, ( Read more... )