i don't smoke

[stressballpoped]

the meijer here is under renovation.   as i was standing in the check out line, I noticed there were cigars sitting on the stand besides magazines, not behind the counters, which where they usually sat.   taken by surprise, i started inspecting these cigars, cigarettes, lighters.  I thought i could use a lighter, would be handy when i need light in the dark, or when someone else needs a light, though I would advise one not to smoke.  a few years back, i was traveling alone on a train in china, the guy opposite me asked if he could smoke in the compartment.  I said I prefer he not to, plus it was a non-smoking area, but he said he will turn the fan on.  so he enjoyed his cigarette while I suffocated.  what was the point of asking me then.

I have been trying to leave this place, no success so far.  of course i am not trying too hard either.  one of my classmates on the other hand is leaving for a new position in baltimore.  I am happy for him.  a few of us will get together this weekend.  at this point of stage, either you leave or ppl leave you.