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today has been ok so far. i'm not quite as bitter as i have been this week. i was some what productive today. i got up and cleaned the home eventhough i wanted to stay in bed. i'm trying to shake off this slump i've been in for the past couple of weeks. i need to get myself in a routine again, that usually helps me avoid depression spouts. so i went to the gym today too, cause i've been packing it on. eating is always my favorite past time when i'm down. i went to the gym on thursday too, but after the ass chewing from the boss, i spent the next 12 hours at the bar. opps. it just totally tore down what i had been working so hard to build back up. so i drown my sorrows in the closest bar. i'm trying to get past that. i know i shouldn't drink. i was looking at some aa groups in decatur earlier today. maybe i'll go to a meeting on one of my days off.
hopefully michelle will have the baby in the next couple of days. she wants me to be in the room with her. i think it will be really cool to witness my nieces birth.:) so michelle is out eating eggplant parmesan b/c that is suppost to induce labor within 48 hours. i was talking to one of my customers last night who recently had a son and she said she tried it and went into labor that night. pretty cool. michelle really wants her body back so i hope it works for her too.
tomorrow bren and i are having family day. i haven't seen my nefews in 3 months. i have never gone that long without seeing them. i guess we will be making the rounds since i haven't seen my dad in awhile either. blaaaaaaaa. i hate family day. what in need is a sex packed day. the would help the bitchyness.
hopefully michelle will have the baby in the next couple of days. she wants me to be in the room with her. i think it will be really cool to witness my nieces birth.:) so michelle is out eating eggplant parmesan b/c that is suppost to induce labor within 48 hours. i was talking to one of my customers last night who recently had a son and she said she tried it and went into labor that night. pretty cool. michelle really wants her body back so i hope it works for her too.
tomorrow bren and i are having family day. i haven't seen my nefews in 3 months. i have never gone that long without seeing them. i guess we will be making the rounds since i haven't seen my dad in awhile either. blaaaaaaaa. i hate family day. what in need is a sex packed day. the would help the bitchyness.