big, messy 20's

May 20, 2013 16:13

what the heck do i want to do with my...life? is that even a positive thought? i know what kind of life i want, i live it everyday. i am happy, so why do i have a constant need to want more out of my career choice? i guess because the goal is to work, but like it so much it doesnt feel like work. that sounds like an excellent equation! i want to write and get paid for it. but i dont work at it hard enough. i want to travel and get paid for it. ha! wouldnt everyone? but i need to really step up and take initiative for my success to happen. i declared ym major journalism and am very excited to get on the school newspaper. but my financial aid got rejected so now i dont know how i am going to pay for school. i am trying not to get down about it. maybe i can get in the journalism industry without a degree? i understand that by having a degree i am not promised a really cool job, but the reason i enjoy school is because i take in everything i learn and use it to my advantage. i have never taken a journalism course so i have no idea how i would begin writing articles on my own. i can try and i will. i just needed some self motivational talk. some one-on-one with each other yo.

nic and i are really good. he inspires me a lot to go after my big dreams.
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