Ahem...
I recently got a call from Mr. Nonexistent yesterday or the day before. I had'nt heard from this person in like 2 and a half months, when we used to communicate every day... but i wont dwell on him right now as he may be reading this... oh well.
My family has been having some issues lately. Of course no one would know this yet because i normally do not share how i am doing, but this can be an exception i suppose. My mother and i went to SC for a small getaway from my sibs and from dad. It was fun while it lasted. When we got home on the otherhand, my mom cried for 2 days and wouldnt tell me what was wrong. I hate to see my mom cry. I mean i act like i dont care, but it does hurt. Anywho... her and my dad have been having issues since forever, and when i ran away to a certian 'someone's' house things got worse. But not all of their arguing is over me. But that isnt the point. My mother wants a divorce. I dont know if i can handle all of this shit.
For instance... about a week ago we got home form our trip, and it was the next day. Obviously long trips normally make people tired, so my mom was falling asleep on the couch and my dad told her to go ahead up to bed. This was at 6pm. She went to bed and i found out later she cried herself to sleep. My dad the whole time she was upstairs was cussing about her and this and that and all sorts of shit. Calling her a bitch... everything. He came to the conclusion that my mom owed him and had texted her 3 times a day while we were there. He started raving about that. And he decided maybe he was going to go back to his ship and sleep there instead of here. Because 1 he wanted to get away from my mom and 2 he'd get a whole extra hour of sleep. THe ship is about an hour and a half from here. Stupid idea. He decided against it and slept downstairs and left early for work the next morning. He missed arguing with my mom the whole time we were there. Thats all he missed. He has told me he doesnt love her anymore...
I have never had to deal with this kind of stuff before, my family was normally always pretty close. Besides the fact that my dad has pretty much ignored me since i was 8. But i am used to all that. Hopefully i can find my biological father soon. Not for the reason everyone thinks. I do not want to live with him. I have some questions.
I am going to quit typing this stupid entry now, to you guys this probably makes no goddamn sense. Hopefully you got the gist of it. If you have any consolation, or anything to say for that matter... leave a post. Thanx for listening to my issues. Love you guys!!
~Felicity~
My family has been having some issues lately. Of course no one would know this yet because i normally do not share how i am doing, but this can be an exception i suppose. My mother and i went to SC for a small getaway from my sibs and from dad. It was fun while it lasted. When we got home on the otherhand, my mom cried for 2 days and wouldnt tell me what was wrong. I hate to see my mom cry. I mean i act like i dont care, but it does hurt. Anywho... her and my dad have been having issues since forever, and when i ran away to a certian 'someone's' house things got worse. But not all of their arguing is over me. But that isnt the point. My mother wants a divorce. I dont know if i can handle all of this shit.
For instance... about a week ago we got home form our trip, and it was the next day. Obviously long trips normally make people tired, so my mom was falling asleep on the couch and my dad told her to go ahead up to bed. This was at 6pm. She went to bed and i found out later she cried herself to sleep. My dad the whole time she was upstairs was cussing about her and this and that and all sorts of shit. Calling her a bitch... everything. He came to the conclusion that my mom owed him and had texted her 3 times a day while we were there. He started raving about that. And he decided maybe he was going to go back to his ship and sleep there instead of here. Because 1 he wanted to get away from my mom and 2 he'd get a whole extra hour of sleep. THe ship is about an hour and a half from here. Stupid idea. He decided against it and slept downstairs and left early for work the next morning. He missed arguing with my mom the whole time we were there. Thats all he missed. He has told me he doesnt love her anymore...
I have never had to deal with this kind of stuff before, my family was normally always pretty close. Besides the fact that my dad has pretty much ignored me since i was 8. But i am used to all that. Hopefully i can find my biological father soon. Not for the reason everyone thinks. I do not want to live with him. I have some questions.
I am going to quit typing this stupid entry now, to you guys this probably makes no goddamn sense. Hopefully you got the gist of it. If you have any consolation, or anything to say for that matter... leave a post. Thanx for listening to my issues. Love you guys!!
~Felicity~