Hot shit
Well today was really hot! Which was really nice I really cant wait to start going to the beach again! I hoping its gunna be this nice all weekend so I can lay my ass out on the beach with my hunny and not move! That would be awesome!
Life is moving so fast right now... I just spent the last couple months getting ready for prom... and now its over... one more prom left... Oh well. There is a month left in my junior year of high school. I'm gunna be a senior soon and that is really scary. They werent kiddng when they said that high school is over before you know it. Sometimes I feel like if I just blink and then open my eyes I will find myself somewhere else...
I went to go see my Bryan today. He is a swollen chipmunk right now! I hope you feel better soon baby! I brought him some icecream to help makes his teeth or rather lack of teeth feel better.
Back to my ranting. Today I toke my AP test and I just sat there and looked at the questions I'm like wow I learned this back in September... but September doesn't seem far away at all. I feel like the whole year just flew by. But I'm sure this month is gunna feel like forever. Summer is going to be here soon and then I start work if I can... I think I'm gunna get the knife out soon and just cut off my wrist. It would be a lot easier and a lot less painful... oh well lets see how the physical therapy goes.
I'm just in a weird mood tonight. I'm like in between pissed of really happy really sad and in complete bliss. I really wouldnt change too much about my life right now. I'm really happy with pretty much everything except for my wrist. I guess it just makes me pissed off. I guess that can do that to you. I'm also really scared right now but I understand what is happening and I know what is going to happen I'm just really scared of getting hurt again. Jess you know what I'm talking about and I know we talked about this but well the whole thing is just scary. It's a risk worth taking though.
I'll let myself sail away one more time....
~*Cait*~
Life is moving so fast right now... I just spent the last couple months getting ready for prom... and now its over... one more prom left... Oh well. There is a month left in my junior year of high school. I'm gunna be a senior soon and that is really scary. They werent kiddng when they said that high school is over before you know it. Sometimes I feel like if I just blink and then open my eyes I will find myself somewhere else...
I went to go see my Bryan today. He is a swollen chipmunk right now! I hope you feel better soon baby! I brought him some icecream to help makes his teeth or rather lack of teeth feel better.
Back to my ranting. Today I toke my AP test and I just sat there and looked at the questions I'm like wow I learned this back in September... but September doesn't seem far away at all. I feel like the whole year just flew by. But I'm sure this month is gunna feel like forever. Summer is going to be here soon and then I start work if I can... I think I'm gunna get the knife out soon and just cut off my wrist. It would be a lot easier and a lot less painful... oh well lets see how the physical therapy goes.
I'm just in a weird mood tonight. I'm like in between pissed of really happy really sad and in complete bliss. I really wouldnt change too much about my life right now. I'm really happy with pretty much everything except for my wrist. I guess it just makes me pissed off. I guess that can do that to you. I'm also really scared right now but I understand what is happening and I know what is going to happen I'm just really scared of getting hurt again. Jess you know what I'm talking about and I know we talked about this but well the whole thing is just scary. It's a risk worth taking though.
I'll let myself sail away one more time....
~*Cait*~