drum roll.. please
er..i'm currently sitting in my old room.. in the back of my grandmothers house.. and once again life has taken a small tumble..it doesn't sound like much.. but it has really shaken me up..and im extremely unhappy right now..more then likely because I'm having to face the problem head on, no way around it.. and because Justin isn't here to pick me up if I happen to fall.
I know he cannot be with me always, and why would he want to at a time like this.. but, dammit.. I want him to be. Greedy or not. I'm not going to go into much detail.. mostly because I don't really want to put much thought into it, at this hour.. but.. once again a man has broken my mothers heart. ..its more serious then it sounds I assure you.. yet I still .. dont see a reason to go into it.
Its only been .. mm ..eleven hours since I last saw him .. and already its making me depressed not to see his face.. or be able to cuddle up beside him, even if he falls asleep before me..gah. this sucks. ..and I'll say it again .. I am extremely unhappy. ;.;..
your pretty doll decay