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[strawberryoxyge]

im acting childish but this time i wont apologize because frankly i do not feel sorry
all of you , those who have abandoned me this past month
you have been erased from my life , all the parts that are tangible 
in my heart some residue remains but on the outside , you no longer exist 
not just one  person
but all of you 
(I still have a soft spot in my heart for *you* but you will never know who you are) 
anyways 
here  i go flip flopping again 
no boys allowed in my personal bubble
and tonight i shall forget the world 
you can try to reach me but i dont konw if ill be sane