And so it is?
Well my "several days" of talking to Rach turned into less than a day. It's all figured out, and I'm not very happy about it ...
It's the pricinciple of the thing. I'll never see her the same again but ... it was her choice, and so I guess I've got to be the bigger person and deal with it. I'm absolutely not happy, but that doesn't matter to her because SHE is happy, and that's always been her number one priority.
I guess it happens.
There are so many things I'm thinking right now that I don't even know exactly how I feel right now. It's all kind of a blur ... I think the worst part is that she is completely blind to the shit she pulls. The excuses she makes are ... excuses ... there's hardly any reason behind them at all. And I feel really sick. :-/
So our first fight happened today. I'm sure our first of many, but you know ... we've managed to go like 4 years without something like this happening, so ... um, go us?
SCREW IT ALLLLLL!
At least *I* get to see Billy Corgan.
It's the pricinciple of the thing. I'll never see her the same again but ... it was her choice, and so I guess I've got to be the bigger person and deal with it. I'm absolutely not happy, but that doesn't matter to her because SHE is happy, and that's always been her number one priority.
I guess it happens.
There are so many things I'm thinking right now that I don't even know exactly how I feel right now. It's all kind of a blur ... I think the worst part is that she is completely blind to the shit she pulls. The excuses she makes are ... excuses ... there's hardly any reason behind them at all. And I feel really sick. :-/
So our first fight happened today. I'm sure our first of many, but you know ... we've managed to go like 4 years without something like this happening, so ... um, go us?
SCREW IT ALLLLLL!
At least *I* get to see Billy Corgan.