Oh, the happenings
Well, due to complicated situations, I told Rachel a few hours ago that I need a few days of not talking to her. It's sad that it comes to this ... but you know ... I can't face her right now without feeling really bitter. There are things that have gone on between us that have never been brought up, much less settled (all these memories from senior year come pouring back ...), and all this stuff happening lately is just bringing it all up again.
At this point, I just don't know what to do anymore. I've said all I can say. And she says she doesn't know how to fix it but she really does ... she just doesn't want to do it. So you know ... I'm going to sort out my end of it for myself, talk to her afterward, and um ... I guess we'll see what happens after that.
I'd never ruin a friendship over something as stupid as this, but there's nothing I can do ... I never asked her to get involved. She keeps whining about how bad she has it right now, but she put herself in that situation. I'm just going to do my best not to begrudge her anything.
Blarb. This sucks.
At this point, I just don't know what to do anymore. I've said all I can say. And she says she doesn't know how to fix it but she really does ... she just doesn't want to do it. So you know ... I'm going to sort out my end of it for myself, talk to her afterward, and um ... I guess we'll see what happens after that.
I'd never ruin a friendship over something as stupid as this, but there's nothing I can do ... I never asked her to get involved. She keeps whining about how bad she has it right now, but she put herself in that situation. I'm just going to do my best not to begrudge her anything.
Blarb. This sucks.