crazy crazy
yeah. so let me talk about my "scandalous" night. hm. it was definitely interesting....
well. i guess it all started with today at lunch when eric came and sat down with us.. and told us that he's going to be "exclusive" with his gf from home, catie. i was like wtf? i didn;t really know what to think about it, but i was pretty sad for a while there.
but then, later that night, justin came. i felt really awkward because lucy like hyped everything up. i guess she wanted us to hit it off or something, but it felt liike a blind date. awful. however, he turned out to be really cool and nice and yeah. pretty hot too. so lucy knows my taste. basically. haha.
so we wandered around a bit. i really had fun with justin. he's a good guy.. and he knows eric. which was kind of awkward. but it was cool. justin and i met up with eric, and we were all cool with each other.. (they even made out). hehe, hottest thing i will have EVER witnessed. omg. *drool*. they were both incredibly hot, and i'm soooooo psyched about that. i'll never forget - never. man, okay anyways. so then eric tells me that when he saw me and justin kissing he was jealous. wtf? he's the one that wanted to be all exclusive with his gf from home - asshole. i liked hearing that though, bc as much as i never wanted to admit it.. i like him. he's cute, and funny and a good guy. despite his manwhorish ways. but yeah. i like justin too. okay, granted i don't LIKE justin, bc i don;t know him. but from what i met tonight, he's fun too. and hot. anyways. so me and him were all cuddly and stuff and it was really sweet. i loove that stuff. :) i love being paid attention to. it's a good feeling, but then.. he's holding a beer as we're leaving the kennedy apts, and he gets questioned by the police. i feel reallllly fucking bad. he got arrested and everything. god, that kind of ruined the night. i mean, eric and i hung out.. and we talked about our "situation"a nd im glad we had an opportunity to do that, bc i feel a hell of a lot better now.. but omg, dude, i feel so bad for justin. he's a good guy,a nd this shouldn't have happened to him. i dunno, i just hope he doesn't like hate us now. it'd be nice to be his friend and hang out with him agian. seriously. i dunno whatever. i have nothing else to say, except, i really wish eric wasn't "exclusive" with catie,a nd that justin didn't get arrested. this sucks ass.
adn i wonder if everything eric told me tonight was a lie. who knows, it could be. but it'd be nice to believe.
good night,
kara
well. i guess it all started with today at lunch when eric came and sat down with us.. and told us that he's going to be "exclusive" with his gf from home, catie. i was like wtf? i didn;t really know what to think about it, but i was pretty sad for a while there.
but then, later that night, justin came. i felt really awkward because lucy like hyped everything up. i guess she wanted us to hit it off or something, but it felt liike a blind date. awful. however, he turned out to be really cool and nice and yeah. pretty hot too. so lucy knows my taste. basically. haha.
so we wandered around a bit. i really had fun with justin. he's a good guy.. and he knows eric. which was kind of awkward. but it was cool. justin and i met up with eric, and we were all cool with each other.. (they even made out). hehe, hottest thing i will have EVER witnessed. omg. *drool*. they were both incredibly hot, and i'm soooooo psyched about that. i'll never forget - never. man, okay anyways. so then eric tells me that when he saw me and justin kissing he was jealous. wtf? he's the one that wanted to be all exclusive with his gf from home - asshole. i liked hearing that though, bc as much as i never wanted to admit it.. i like him. he's cute, and funny and a good guy. despite his manwhorish ways. but yeah. i like justin too. okay, granted i don't LIKE justin, bc i don;t know him. but from what i met tonight, he's fun too. and hot. anyways. so me and him were all cuddly and stuff and it was really sweet. i loove that stuff. :) i love being paid attention to. it's a good feeling, but then.. he's holding a beer as we're leaving the kennedy apts, and he gets questioned by the police. i feel reallllly fucking bad. he got arrested and everything. god, that kind of ruined the night. i mean, eric and i hung out.. and we talked about our "situation"a nd im glad we had an opportunity to do that, bc i feel a hell of a lot better now.. but omg, dude, i feel so bad for justin. he's a good guy,a nd this shouldn't have happened to him. i dunno, i just hope he doesn't like hate us now. it'd be nice to be his friend and hang out with him agian. seriously. i dunno whatever. i have nothing else to say, except, i really wish eric wasn't "exclusive" with catie,a nd that justin didn't get arrested. this sucks ass.
adn i wonder if everything eric told me tonight was a lie. who knows, it could be. but it'd be nice to believe.
good night,
kara