who am i?
i've made some decisions lately that have made me ashamed of myself. I've realized lately that i'm very selfish. I never thought that i was, but i did the worst thing that i could have done to this kid. I feel really bad, and i only hope that i can learn from this experience and make myself a better person.
i have a fear of commitment, or at least i haven't found that right person yet. And i know now that when someone has a fear of commitment, it means that they haven't fully matured yet. I have no idea what love is, and i don't pretend to. but i know that i have so much to learn before i can truely love someone. i have a lot of issues that i have to sort out, and once i am able to that, i can only hope to find someone that will love me as much as this kid does.
he's a great guy, and i hope that he finds someone to make him happy. bc he deserves that - he really does.
i have a fear of commitment, or at least i haven't found that right person yet. And i know now that when someone has a fear of commitment, it means that they haven't fully matured yet. I have no idea what love is, and i don't pretend to. but i know that i have so much to learn before i can truely love someone. i have a lot of issues that i have to sort out, and once i am able to that, i can only hope to find someone that will love me as much as this kid does.
he's a great guy, and i hope that he finds someone to make him happy. bc he deserves that - he really does.