life's like an hourglass glued to the table..
Only 3 more weeks or so until summer break. I'm honestly very excited to get out of here. Although i will miss my friends, i want to spend time with my Georgia friends bc it's been way too long. I'm also tired of school. It's completely exhausting, and i need a break.
Things are a bit different in the guy situation now.. I'm kind of dating Alex. Yeah, i know right? Whatever. I missed him, and i wanted him back in my life. Bc i couldn't STAND not talking to him. That was driving me crazy. The only problem is, i don't know how much i like him. I know i care about him, and i want him in my life.. but not necessarily as a boyfriend. And it's scaring me bc he's so serious about it all. He even told me that he loves me ?! ah. I feel like i'm getting myself into some deep shit with all this. And i don't want to break his heart, but if he continues at this pace, he's only going to chase me away.
Yeah i know, so what happened to Eric, you might ask. Well. He's still around, but something happened recently that just made it so that we can absolutely not hook up anymore. And it's funny, bc him and catie are done forever now.
I guess the main thing about eric is that i don't like him anymore. I don't like alex either though. shit. fuck. god damn it.
sometimes being single is the best thing.. for serious.
... so yeah. i'm totally procrasinating on my work, and i should really get back to it...
but.. one last thing; i'm totally psyched for lip sync tonight!!! :)
Things are a bit different in the guy situation now.. I'm kind of dating Alex. Yeah, i know right? Whatever. I missed him, and i wanted him back in my life. Bc i couldn't STAND not talking to him. That was driving me crazy. The only problem is, i don't know how much i like him. I know i care about him, and i want him in my life.. but not necessarily as a boyfriend. And it's scaring me bc he's so serious about it all. He even told me that he loves me ?! ah. I feel like i'm getting myself into some deep shit with all this. And i don't want to break his heart, but if he continues at this pace, he's only going to chase me away.
Yeah i know, so what happened to Eric, you might ask. Well. He's still around, but something happened recently that just made it so that we can absolutely not hook up anymore. And it's funny, bc him and catie are done forever now.
I guess the main thing about eric is that i don't like him anymore. I don't like alex either though. shit. fuck. god damn it.
sometimes being single is the best thing.. for serious.
... so yeah. i'm totally procrasinating on my work, and i should really get back to it...
but.. one last thing; i'm totally psyched for lip sync tonight!!! :)