Today
I am in a deep hole and I'm not sure how to get out.
My depression is beginning to degrade my ability to function as a normal person.
My weight is at an all time high, I am understaffed, and short on cash.
I am sluggish, exhausted, lethargic, lack-luster, needy, bored, and stressed.
My health is needing attention and I have no doctor to ask about these things, No one is accepting patients and walk ins cannot/will not help? How am I meant to cope with thymus/thyroid/sinus symptoms without a diagnosis? Hopefully Whistler doctor can help.
At least the clinic in Whistler was able to help me get in with a therapist, but I have to go there to see the person.
House is messy, over cluttered and covered in cat piss.
Husband is giving me attitude about the business, isn't supportive with my much needed diet and is a tv zombie.
It's like my life is not mine any more.
I just want to run away.
I am angry about this because I have all I need and am loved and have people to love.
I am able to walk, talk and most likely am disease free.
I am doing yoga acupuncture swimming and as much to take care of myself as possible and still I struggle to keep up with the demands of my very uncomplicated life.
I hope venting/admitting this will help me cope.
My depression is beginning to degrade my ability to function as a normal person.
My weight is at an all time high, I am understaffed, and short on cash.
I am sluggish, exhausted, lethargic, lack-luster, needy, bored, and stressed.
My health is needing attention and I have no doctor to ask about these things, No one is accepting patients and walk ins cannot/will not help? How am I meant to cope with thymus/thyroid/sinus symptoms without a diagnosis? Hopefully Whistler doctor can help.
At least the clinic in Whistler was able to help me get in with a therapist, but I have to go there to see the person.
House is messy, over cluttered and covered in cat piss.
Husband is giving me attitude about the business, isn't supportive with my much needed diet and is a tv zombie.
It's like my life is not mine any more.
I just want to run away.
I am angry about this because I have all I need and am loved and have people to love.
I am able to walk, talk and most likely am disease free.
I am doing yoga acupuncture swimming and as much to take care of myself as possible and still I struggle to keep up with the demands of my very uncomplicated life.
I hope venting/admitting this will help me cope.