Haven't posted in a while - something i was thinking off on the bus
I think the best way you can look at people is when they are just alone sitting in a bus. You can see what kind of charachter they have, whether somethings on their head, whether they have something soft beneath the tough exterior, after which i started thinking what do i look like, i looked at myself but i can't determine what i am, am i just posing knowing that i am being looked at, whether by myself or by others. Or is that the way i am. When i was going from work on the subway i looked at my reflection in the glass, of me with my beard, and thought with a smirk, 'heh, i look so weird'. If i look weird to myself, when don't I. Is the beard that i have really me, why do i have it, is the confident look that i show to others really me, or do i just pretend.