What I would give
for some sort of connection. I don't know what the deal is, the more I think about it the more I question and I begin to wonder if I'm just wasting my time trying to save something that's been over for a couple months now. There's a lack of connection, like I'm not there when I'm sitting in the same room. I don't know what to do or what to think anymore, quite frankly, I'm really beginning to wonder how much it's worth. Is it worth all the effort on my part, is it worth the constant questioning, is it worth the lack of emotional connection that I've been experiencing lately with him....I just don't know.
I want to keep fighting because I genuinely do care about him, hell, I've spent over 2 years of my life with him; but at the same time, this is killing me. We used to be so happy together, now I wonder if he'll even come home after work... and I know that can't be a good sign, but I don't know what I should do. I try to talk to him about things, he changes the subject, or just ignores it.
Either way, I need to start making some decisions, I can't keep going like this.
I want to keep fighting because I genuinely do care about him, hell, I've spent over 2 years of my life with him; but at the same time, this is killing me. We used to be so happy together, now I wonder if he'll even come home after work... and I know that can't be a good sign, but I don't know what I should do. I try to talk to him about things, he changes the subject, or just ignores it.
Either way, I need to start making some decisions, I can't keep going like this.