have you ever.....
had the distinct feeling that someone had been in your house that you had not invited in?
That feeling has been haunting me since I got home on Saturday...there was just something amiss that I couldn't put my finger on that flagged my instincts and made me wonder who else had been in my house while I was gone. I'd like to think that I'm just blowing things out of proportion or that I'm just formulating possibilities out of the things that are slightly off key but that are really nothing; but still I wonder.
I want to trust him like I used to, but ever since I found the personal add I find myself second guessing the things he tells me and wondering if all of it is true or if it's all a cover. I just don't know anymore, I feel like I know what's going on and that things are getting back to normal then he throws something at me that spins be around in circles again.
I'm a stable hurricane spinning toward land...and I fear that I will crumble when I make landfall.
I don't know what to do about him, the only thing that I can do it go with the flow until I have some solid evidence that he's keeping something from me.
On a lighter note, I get to go to Cincy on Saturday and give a ghost an eviction notice, I'm excited :) Also, The Cure is playing in Philly on the 21st of September, 6 days before my birthday, if I can get a group of people together, I'll be buying tickets off ebay to be there. There isn't anything in the world that can keep me from a Cure show.
That feeling has been haunting me since I got home on Saturday...there was just something amiss that I couldn't put my finger on that flagged my instincts and made me wonder who else had been in my house while I was gone. I'd like to think that I'm just blowing things out of proportion or that I'm just formulating possibilities out of the things that are slightly off key but that are really nothing; but still I wonder.
I want to trust him like I used to, but ever since I found the personal add I find myself second guessing the things he tells me and wondering if all of it is true or if it's all a cover. I just don't know anymore, I feel like I know what's going on and that things are getting back to normal then he throws something at me that spins be around in circles again.
I'm a stable hurricane spinning toward land...and I fear that I will crumble when I make landfall.
I don't know what to do about him, the only thing that I can do it go with the flow until I have some solid evidence that he's keeping something from me.
On a lighter note, I get to go to Cincy on Saturday and give a ghost an eviction notice, I'm excited :) Also, The Cure is playing in Philly on the 21st of September, 6 days before my birthday, if I can get a group of people together, I'll be buying tickets off ebay to be there. There isn't anything in the world that can keep me from a Cure show.