Emotional Weekend
On the way home to the Wedding, I got into that bad headspace that I try to type about on my phone. It was very stressful. Just crappy job/money stuff. So that was a good start to the weekend being emotional.
Then the wedding was very beautiful and fun. But brought all the things back. ALL THE THINGS. All the lost time and lost connections and the history between me and the Overdorf sisters. And how I miss them. I spent WAY too much time crying at the wedding. At first it was just because how beautiful Jessi looked in her dress and just the whole romance of the wedding scene and her thing to her daughter and everything. I was fine during the reception until I was saying goodbye to everyone and then I lost it again.
So I want and need to stay in better touch with everyone. The Overdorfs, Amanda, other Amanda, Zach, Abby, Stef, Allison, and probably YOU. So, if you read this, and you want to, try to force me to stay in better touch. Wether it is texting or letters or emails or Facebook. Anything. I don't want to be so out of touch with the people that mean so much to me.
Then the wedding was very beautiful and fun. But brought all the things back. ALL THE THINGS. All the lost time and lost connections and the history between me and the Overdorf sisters. And how I miss them. I spent WAY too much time crying at the wedding. At first it was just because how beautiful Jessi looked in her dress and just the whole romance of the wedding scene and her thing to her daughter and everything. I was fine during the reception until I was saying goodbye to everyone and then I lost it again.
So I want and need to stay in better touch with everyone. The Overdorfs, Amanda, other Amanda, Zach, Abby, Stef, Allison, and probably YOU. So, if you read this, and you want to, try to force me to stay in better touch. Wether it is texting or letters or emails or Facebook. Anything. I don't want to be so out of touch with the people that mean so much to me.