Its naked time!!

[strange_lil_grl]

Weeeeell Today was the photo shoot. I was anxious because I didnt know who this girl was who I was supposed to be taking pictures of, and I like to get to know the person before I take pictures of them so I can sort of get a feel for their personality and what I would like to work with. So I got to talk with her beforehand because Gabe had his training shift. I found out that this girl has the same intrests that I do so we clicked instantly. But I still wasnt shure what gabes little intentions were. Heh, now I know.. Oh my it was a wild photo shoot. All 3 of us got in on the photo luuve. I knew exactly what was gonna happen when it was Gabes turn to be photographed he takes off his shirt. But he was still such a dork! And I think 2 girls there in the studio with him showing some skin was too much for him to handle cause he went a little crazy at the end. But Anyways back to this girl, She was soooo gorgeous! And she had no qualms with getting naked. In fact she brought it up, and I told her that was my focus for the quarter so she did me a huge favor. And she is into drawing nudes so I get to return the favor. So the whole time in the studio we are talking about nakedness, and what we wanna capture from it, and thats when Gabe kinda lost it. At the end of the shoot we had to make him sit behind the studio curtin so we could both concentrate on the poses. Then as I was developing the pics in the darkroom of her all the girls were giving me dirty looks. I just see it as jealousy, because this girl was Realllly good looking.
Anyways that was the higlight of my day.

But I am very confident now that I am done with green river. Its time to leave, too many bad memories. And its been long enough, the commute is horrid, and I'm not going to stay in communtiy college forever. Its time to go to the University. Its just really hard to think about the future, because I just dont think that I really am going to have a future. Like the cancer is gonna come back, and I'll be stuck once again from doing anything. Its just kinda hard to sit back and watch people have a life, and know that you cant right now. Im just worried that Im gonna live with my grandparents until I die.