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So. I don't know whats wrong with me! I'm taking everything, every single person says to heart right now. Its totally strange. Normally I'm ok being myself, after all, if I can't change myself for myself, am I really going to do it for others? Nada. I don't know.. maybe its time for something to happen. Lifes kinda.. stopped.
I'm freaking out a little right now as well. This time next year, I will know if I have a future. Well not a future, but if I get to make that choice. The choice between a job, and 6th form. I know what I want to do, and thats the latter. At least I have a job lined up though, if I do flunk all my exams.
Growing up is no fun. I want to be like my nickname (tinkerbell), and stay young forever. But is being youthful automatically fun?
Edit : I'm a bit more cheery now, maybe its the dark that does things to me. I still feel alone though.
Oh yeah, pathetic I know.. but I want love :( Not just any. His.
wHen u aLready sTart reaDing tHis dO'nT
sTop or eLse sUmtin baD wiL haPpen... My
name is teddy..i am 7 yrs. Old with blonde
hair and scary Eyes.I Have no nose or ears?.i am
dead.if you do not post this in the next 5
minutes,I will appear tonight by your bed with a
knife And kill you. this is no joke something
good will happen to you 2nite at 9:22.this is
not a joke some1 will call u or will talk to you
online and say I love you.do not break it!!
I'm freaking out a little right now as well. This time next year, I will know if I have a future. Well not a future, but if I get to make that choice. The choice between a job, and 6th form. I know what I want to do, and thats the latter. At least I have a job lined up though, if I do flunk all my exams.
Growing up is no fun. I want to be like my nickname (tinkerbell), and stay young forever. But is being youthful automatically fun?
Edit : I'm a bit more cheery now, maybe its the dark that does things to me. I still feel alone though.
Oh yeah, pathetic I know.. but I want love :( Not just any. His.
wHen u aLready sTart reaDing tHis dO'nT
sTop or eLse sUmtin baD wiL haPpen... My
name is teddy..i am 7 yrs. Old with blonde
hair and scary Eyes.I Have no nose or ears?.i am
dead.if you do not post this in the next 5
minutes,I will appear tonight by your bed with a
knife And kill you. this is no joke something
good will happen to you 2nite at 9:22.this is
not a joke some1 will call u or will talk to you
online and say I love you.do not break it!!