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So last night it was adams party, before I went to give 'him' a CD. I told him beforehand I wasn't going to get with him, but I couldn't resist. I don't even know if I like 'him' anymore, just the chemistry we have together is good. And after all, the one thing I can't resist is temptation. After I'd finished at 'his' house, I went to adams, and ' ( Read more... )

I HATE LIFE SO FUCKIN MUCH.

Well I just woke up. Went to the cinema last night with some of my mates, chris, alan, dean and swede. It was a laugh, boys make me chuckle so much more than girls. Considering I'm a girly girl it would make sense if I got in with girls more than guys, but I really don't. I find it hard to talk to most girls. Ah well ( Read more... )

I don't know why I'm writing on here.. just so people know if your on my friends list I do still visit your journals! I just don't post.. as I'm not as active anymore.

And in case you care, 'he' is still around. I lost it to him..

So he split up from his girlfriend today. I don't know why he told me. I think I made it clearish that I wasn't going to do anything with him. My reasons ( Read more... )

So yeah.. I spoke to 'him' again yesterday. He seemed overly interested in another guy we were talking about. I really shouldn't read into all the questions he asked, after all.. it will inevitably just lead to yet more heartbreak. I know most people think that at 15, your too young to understand 'real life' or whatever. But really, I know people ( Read more... )

So. I don't know whats wrong with me! I'm taking everything, every single person says to heart right now. Its totally strange. Normally I'm ok being myself, after all, if I can't change myself for myself, am I really going to do it for others? Nada. I don't know.. maybe its time for something to happen. Lifes kinda.. stopped ( Read more... )

So, last night proved to me that one of my friends is either a) out of control, or b) plain stupid. Marie* (* = codename) thought it'd be fun to bring out a bottle of fanta with us last night. Fair enough. But only after she'd drunk the whole bottle did she tell us it was actually 40% vol. alcohol. So me and my angel had to spend the whole night ( Read more... )

Why?
-Why are men so unreliable?
-Why, whenever I open my heart to somebody do they attempt to break it.
-Why do I have to play games?
-Why can't everything just be simple.
-Why is life already disappointing me so?