May 11, 2005 00:09
so lately things have been going pretty goodly. ohio was great. $k00| blows ass more every day but thats to be expected with 21 more days. been hanging out and drinkign with joey lately, he's a crazy motherfucker. just tryin 2 get a job and have a good time and make it out alive. summer should be interesting, alot of plans have been hatched about road trips and other shit so we'll see what goes down. other than that there's really nothing else going on for me lately. i got friday night after prom parties to attend and rilo kiley is comming up @ the end of the month. really looking forward to that. i wrote this a few days ago check it out and leave some comments, aight?
I want a lover I have to love
One that I can’t stop dreaming of
Like a bad habit to fall back on
You shouldn’t, but it feels so damn good
Like blow to a dope head
Irresistibly irresistible
I long to be in withdrawal
The second she leaves my arms
I need to be crippled by her absence
And to feel invincible the instant I see her
To witness my redemption in her eyes
To know that all those sleepless nights, drinking binges, scars, and anguish
All those lonely times
When my thoughts turned to my own demise
They were mere stepping stones so insignificant
Incinerated and forgotten in her slightest touch