Ironic

Dec 28, 2005 21:52

i keep old love letters. i have a whole drawer of them from various beautiful memories i've held in my arms. when i go through a break up -- and this happens every time -- i go through a serious internal debate about whether or not to get rid of my most recent collection. but i never do. i keep 'em all. i don't look in that drawer for a good ( Read more... )

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paulo_san December 29 2005, 19:25:18 UTC
wow dude, you worked really hard to get megan didnt u? i admire that. you battled through some obstacles that woulda stopped me. and now you got her. is it a case of the prize not being able to justify the fight? is she "less" than what you expected? or is it just a matter of dealing with the chase being over?

i wish i had your persistence...

(i think i need to post an entry)

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storytellah December 29 2005, 22:28:54 UTC
you worked really hard to get megan didnt u?
- i don't think it was hard to get HER. if anything, it was hard to move past the past, get over a bruised ego and improve myself.

is it a case of the prize not being able to justify the fight? is she "less" than what you expected? or is it just a matter of dealing with the chase being over?
- the prize never justifies the fight. after any particular conquest, all i ever want is another conquest. the chase with megan might be over, but that doesn't mean there aren't other chicks to chase. the thing is, i've found something here that's worth significantly more than just an ego feeding experience. so i'm exploring that and figuring that out... it's a whole different game.

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