dissipating euphoria
i have to remember to prepare myself for the sting of truth while enjoying the beauty of any given moment. now, how does one go about accomplishing such a task?
listening to songs so filled with memories that they could make me cry. not quite immobilized, just floating. i do not exchange one friend for another, i do not have a fixed amount of love to give. beautiful memories haunt me.
lately so many people i love have moved on.. either literally moved, or moved on to another person, or just moved farther away from me. 7 people total, maybe more. it is just a lot to deal with all at once.
i'm thankful for this moment, for the ability to remember my past,
.... for my lovely lovely friends both new and old. you're fucking beautiful.
no longer euphoric or depressed. just... calm.
shaaa
listening to songs so filled with memories that they could make me cry. not quite immobilized, just floating. i do not exchange one friend for another, i do not have a fixed amount of love to give. beautiful memories haunt me.
lately so many people i love have moved on.. either literally moved, or moved on to another person, or just moved farther away from me. 7 people total, maybe more. it is just a lot to deal with all at once.
i'm thankful for this moment, for the ability to remember my past,
.... for my lovely lovely friends both new and old. you're fucking beautiful.
no longer euphoric or depressed. just... calm.
shaaa