I'M VIBRATING AND IT IS MORNING
early morning. 6:41. my computer will announce that is 6:45 in 4 minutes. i'm so excited.
went to a strip club last night. i've decided that if i had an attractive body, i could be a stripper.
my drawing hw (due TUESDAY, omg i'm so on my game) was to make a portrait of my shoes. of course i chose my thigh-high boots, dramatically lighted and framed by draped black fabric. the art studio is in the public safety building, which is open 24 hours. i just spent literally 6 hours drawing my boots, their reflection, shadows, the wall, the fabric... with a few 5 min dance breaks.
oh oh oh OH sometimes life is just wonderful. i feel like i'm settling in, finally. i have the most wonderful friends who inspire me and help me cling to fragments of sanity.
.... but i really DO feel inspired. i have met so many amazing people lately, and i feel so insignificant and bland in comparison. i want to be creative, cultured, energetic, determined... and the only way to become that way is to try. so that is what i'm doing. not because i want to be accepted, but because the aforementioned 'amazing people' remind me of who i wish i could be.
my drawing is kind of nifty. not amazing, but nifty. it is a start, i guess.
went to a strip club last night. i've decided that if i had an attractive body, i could be a stripper.
my drawing hw (due TUESDAY, omg i'm so on my game) was to make a portrait of my shoes. of course i chose my thigh-high boots, dramatically lighted and framed by draped black fabric. the art studio is in the public safety building, which is open 24 hours. i just spent literally 6 hours drawing my boots, their reflection, shadows, the wall, the fabric... with a few 5 min dance breaks.
oh oh oh OH sometimes life is just wonderful. i feel like i'm settling in, finally. i have the most wonderful friends who inspire me and help me cling to fragments of sanity.
.... but i really DO feel inspired. i have met so many amazing people lately, and i feel so insignificant and bland in comparison. i want to be creative, cultured, energetic, determined... and the only way to become that way is to try. so that is what i'm doing. not because i want to be accepted, but because the aforementioned 'amazing people' remind me of who i wish i could be.
my drawing is kind of nifty. not amazing, but nifty. it is a start, i guess.