I may be dead but I am still breathing...
Well once again, about 3 weeks later, I post my thoughts. Feeling like a zombie each and everyday, just, 'going with the flow'. Hoping to make better of myself. So much is happening right now that can be in my favor but..seems like my time is slipping. I feel like everything has to occur at a specific time/date in ones lifetime. I feel that I am falling behind, and moving in slow motion. How do I speed this up?
I need to eat better, work out more, get my mental game on track. I need to see a doctor to see whats going on with my health, and definitely a therapist to get my crazy thoughts under control. I feel sooo out of the loop.
Ever feel like you just react to a stimuli because it is what is expected of you? Or you say things because it is what people expect to hear? That's how I feel, just doing things because it is what's expected. I hate that feeling, this is why I need to get it together..I feel turned off from society, like the world is moving, and I am not..Like being in a room full of people, and feeling like you're alone. It sucks, and I really do feel alone..
Depression? Maybe. Psychotic? Great possibility.
Hm, enough for today, back to watching '21'.
I need to eat better, work out more, get my mental game on track. I need to see a doctor to see whats going on with my health, and definitely a therapist to get my crazy thoughts under control. I feel sooo out of the loop.
Ever feel like you just react to a stimuli because it is what is expected of you? Or you say things because it is what people expect to hear? That's how I feel, just doing things because it is what's expected. I hate that feeling, this is why I need to get it together..I feel turned off from society, like the world is moving, and I am not..Like being in a room full of people, and feeling like you're alone. It sucks, and I really do feel alone..
Depression? Maybe. Psychotic? Great possibility.
Hm, enough for today, back to watching '21'.