Mar 17, 2006 07:18
Yesterday was a good day. I spent the day at the spa. Met someone that use to work with my old boss, Bob.. That was funny. We compared notes about my salon and hers.
Spending the day there made me a little more calmer so that I could handle him and his friend. His friend seems to be very nice. He tells me he's not drunk, yeah right. As soon as he came in the bedroom he started with I'm being rude cause I'm doing homework. Of which I was doing when they got there. Then it was well we are sleeping in the same bed tonight so you need to give me some. He got mad when I refused. He also got mad when I went to bed fully dressed. oh well. And I told him he had to stay fully dressed, that didn't help the situation, but I didn't want him touching me with anything. The thought at this point grosses me out. The point is this is acting like we are normal and happy, but it's just acting until his friend leaves Sunday morning. Then I get my room back and he goes back to the other side of the house.
He asked me last night while I was trying to sleep if I was leaving. I told him I was. He asked y. I avoided the conversation. I didn't want to have the same conversation over and over and over again. We have rehashed this thing so much why bother any more. We know the facts lets just deal and move on.
I think I have decided that I'm going to bon aire with my family in a few weeks. It will be good for me. I am going to a party in Orlando next weekend without him, so it will be fun. I get to drink and have a good time with no concerns on who he may be starting a fight with or offending. Or if I have to help him walk back to the room if he's puking or any of that. I get to worry just about me. And the better aspect, all the food and hard liquor you can stand and it's all FREE...