Nov 04, 2022 12:40
I just got an email asking to confirm that Seregil's information for his microchip is up to date. I managed to enter a sort of emotionally numb state while I figured out how to log in and update his information to indicate that he is dead, so I hopefully won't get further reminders. After he died, we got several text message saying that he had been found, and those hurt so very much (I assume they are auto-generated when his chip is scanned), and this is triggering that trauma.
Yesterday was already very high anxiety, and this morning is high fear. I'm not sure how I'm going to be feeling, but this won't help.
That said, I'm so glad this system exists. I've seen it unite pets and owners and it's a really wonderful thing.
trauma,
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