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Whatever. Lame. Grow Up. I am Growing Up. New Friends. No Place. Where did everybody go? Swimming in and out. I feel like....seaweed. Everyone swimms around me. I don't get to be part of the spool. I just watch, wishing to be a fish again. Staring, through glass-platted eyes. I must be growing up, I must not be any fun. I must not seem worthy. Seriously.. What the hell happened? Where is the fun? Brief moments do not count.
Everyone asking me questions at work is pissing me off. And I work all weekend because I was being nice.
I need El Zarape. Who can I get to come with me! Serioulsy. I havent eaten since like noon yesterday. I think that is why I got drunk off 3 beers last night. I thought I was going to not drink very much... and I didn't, but I might as well had! It was pretty fun though, untill Nick and Ben and Nate decided to go to Pats apartment when he wasnt there and trash it pretty much. He called and left me a message about it when I walked out of there thinking it was shady after 10 minutes. Punks.
Hopefully tonight will be fun. Ill just hang out with Robert. I guess having a boyfriend means you don't have anymore friends that you tell everything to and have fun with. I lost that, I miss it. It is around this time of transition where I find someone to have fun with, i mean besides my boyfriend. Or does this mean it is only him who I am suppossed to hang out with in that way? I hope not, I see him all the time, I need some girl time I thin, which includes my guy friends. Pshhhhhhh. Im SOOOOOOOOOOOO HUNGRY! I dont wnat to go to class but we have a 10 point assignment. A fuck it.
I got a c on my bible test. Apparently my best is as good as my worst.
I can't wait to graduate.
I need the new Earlimart cd. Ad I need to get out of here, once again, Elliott Smith can say how I fell, but better-let's get lost
i've been outside
invited in
but i couldn't abide
wouldn't miss it again
burning every bridge that i cross
to find some beautiful place to get lost
i had true love
i made it die
i pushed her away
she said please stay
burning every bridge that i cross
to find some beautiful place to get lost
to find some beautiful place to get lost
well i don't know where i'll go now
and i don't really care who follows me there
but i'll burn every bridge that i cross
and find some beautiful place to get lost
and find some beautiful place to get lost.
Everyone asking me questions at work is pissing me off. And I work all weekend because I was being nice.
I need El Zarape. Who can I get to come with me! Serioulsy. I havent eaten since like noon yesterday. I think that is why I got drunk off 3 beers last night. I thought I was going to not drink very much... and I didn't, but I might as well had! It was pretty fun though, untill Nick and Ben and Nate decided to go to Pats apartment when he wasnt there and trash it pretty much. He called and left me a message about it when I walked out of there thinking it was shady after 10 minutes. Punks.
Hopefully tonight will be fun. Ill just hang out with Robert. I guess having a boyfriend means you don't have anymore friends that you tell everything to and have fun with. I lost that, I miss it. It is around this time of transition where I find someone to have fun with, i mean besides my boyfriend. Or does this mean it is only him who I am suppossed to hang out with in that way? I hope not, I see him all the time, I need some girl time I thin, which includes my guy friends. Pshhhhhhh. Im SOOOOOOOOOOOO HUNGRY! I dont wnat to go to class but we have a 10 point assignment. A fuck it.
I got a c on my bible test. Apparently my best is as good as my worst.
I can't wait to graduate.
I need the new Earlimart cd. Ad I need to get out of here, once again, Elliott Smith can say how I fell, but better-let's get lost
i've been outside
invited in
but i couldn't abide
wouldn't miss it again
burning every bridge that i cross
to find some beautiful place to get lost
i had true love
i made it die
i pushed her away
she said please stay
burning every bridge that i cross
to find some beautiful place to get lost
to find some beautiful place to get lost
well i don't know where i'll go now
and i don't really care who follows me there
but i'll burn every bridge that i cross
and find some beautiful place to get lost
and find some beautiful place to get lost.