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[stopperofpucks4]

so i just took time to meditate and talk to aug. that helped i also took time to work out somemore...well excpt for my arms cause i cant move my righ shoulder at all. its just about dead at my side i think that accident did more damage then i realize. its somthing that should probably be addressed. i also talked to steve and what he had to say was helpful. i guess while in my mind i do comprehend whats going on its in my heart that is having a hard time understanding. why this is happening cause i can rationalize all i want and understand it in thought but my heart is still going to ache as if its has done somthing wrong or been wronged of somthing it feels so strongly for. i also was thinking of a way to write another song about this break thing but the best i could get was.... this verse

i drew a picture while you were spinning
and then i ran around the school
if i had known then that this would happen
would this pain always feel new?

i know its a horrible verse but its heartfelt...if anyone would tell me what they think id appreciate it.

well i guess ill go to bed now

gnight everyone

still loving...
Matt