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i tried to sleep last night...it didnt happen i cant stop thinking of her. this hurts pure and simple it hurts. i dont know what to do with myself right now. ive got advice from friends that i dont want to listen to cause of what it would mean. and if things go a certain way that would happen anyways...i dunno...iam gonna go try and lay down again and maybe listen to music...but i guys....i love her so much and i always will thats i guess why this is so hard on me and iam gonna keep praying that her and i are reunited....bye for now lj