i cant stop....
i cant stop crying...i love her so much and she said she loves me...then why why is this happening. I dont understand i feel like i did somthing horribly wrong. i just hope this month ends quickly and things get fixed. cause right now ive been put on hold and it hurts to know ur someones number 2 cause she wants to look elsewhere. iam gonna go out now and try and do somthing that could be construed as normal. inside though my heart is screaming...