havent posted in a while...twords the end of march and start of april i was spending all my time taking care of my dad...and 3 weeks ago he passed away...right now i just feel lost and stuff...my life for the past year was taking care of him now that is gone and i just feel lost

i got bored last night and made a new background for my journal...maybe tonight ill make a few more

wow its been forever since i wrote in here....well my father is doing ok...he has like 7 more weeks of chemo...he does good while on it...the worst for him is when he has to take a shot every other day after the chemo....its something to keep his white blood cells up...it makes his bones ache and he has a hard time sleeping from it...but other then ( Read more... )

my dad has his surgery today....they have to remove a tumor from his colon, bladder, and a few from his abdomen

my dad has cancer

So I'm feeling a lil low right now....i just got done speaking with my father...he was driving down the street and watched some guy turn in-front of another man on a motorcycle..and there was a horrific accident..i guess my father went and tried to help the guy but he was not responding...he said that his helmet flew off and there was blood pouring ( Read more... )

i feel so run down right now....i need a day off...but i shall trek on and do my thing.....maybe the weekend will get here fast....i hope i can just relax and not have to deal with anything

i really don't know what to write at this moment. I have the feeling i am lost in some way, my head full of thoughts that make no sense. I keep thinking about someone i haven't talked to in a long time and it keeps bumming me out and making me sad. I just want to forget but i cant, it would help allot if i didn't have to think about anything or ( Read more... )

i had an enventful night....i might talk more about it later

Bush's refusal to pull-out has caused past mistakes.


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