love. lost.
how could something so beautiful, go oh so incredibly wrong? dont ask me. ask her. shes the one. i loved her. i truly did. that was the one thing i have ever been sure about in my entire life. i wish that she couldve been honest with me. i wish she didnt lead me on as if i was just a puppet hanging on strings. i wish she didnt play my heart strings until the ground so thin that they broke. you kept me sane. i waited for her for a year and a half, is that even logical? no, because it doesnt have to be. when you two broke up, i thought that it was for me. thats what you said at least. this is the problem, someone you love and trust betrays you, you kinda have to step back a few steps until you can entirely grasp the panoramic image of the whole scenario.
and your EYES,
reflect the starlight sprinkled ashes of our broken love
and
in my eyes you'll see a hint of hate and maybe jealousy
you cant see,
the tears of anger flowing from my bloodshot eyes,
and i,
know that someday love will turn its head towards me and just laugh,
because i thought that i knew how you thought of me,
perhaps the picture is too large for me to grasp it on my OWNNNNNNNNN
gah. help. someone. please. hold me and tell me it'll be alright. like old times.