beginning the last
afterward: now can be commited to the last day of summer, while i spent the days away in the heat of my passion, its gone in a blink of an eye. not for any certain purpose, but just a break to let the years to come be more bearable. lastly, no-one can even comprehend the dramatic goings-on the year to come, i mean, there will be loves, losts, obsession, sex, greed, hate, misery and joy...sounds like the makings of a perfect soap. and keeping my mind on track instead of letting it wander to how my life may end up in the long run, or possibly just for a week, definetely compromise my thoughts, and leaving my mind distracted, remove myself from the life i should be attemping to live, while i'm alive.
apparantly, summer is over, and now im forced to conform into the schedules the government chooses. perhaps, this year will be different, and i will be able to become more like the perfect effermation of what i really desire. possibly this year, i will find a person that i love, and it wont end like an airplane destined for a wreck. maybe not. i can only daydream about what situations i may encounter.
today was my last day of summer, and yesterday being one day before it, was very important too. hmm...i think i like this girl, but i got out a relationship. maybe a little time of being single is just what i need.... who knows right? psh.
oh well, maybe i should just keep hitting those heatish ss b/s flips... and the hotti*s will line up, god hope so.
and a lasting confirmation,
interragates my intervention,
of my heart and mines detention,
from that love which i cant mention,
remove a lonely syllable,
from that phrase which you just spoke,
intact my feelings ring,
true to me and they sing,
of a love that used to be so pure,
and a documentary was made,
yet these corners are so frayed,
our love keeps getting tangled,
i'll protect from threatful danger,
under the sheets of my bed,
you'llj sleep peacefully, my angel.
---sammy adams---
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