this is me...
so i booked the weekend next week off work to study not thinking that my oh so wonderful manager would make me work every day during the week.. so bascially im screwed.. this is really bad cause i swore to myself that i was gonna sacrifice april and study so that way could do good on exams and then have 4 months to chill.. but did that work.. NO.. FUCK why do i do this
i get so mad at myself sometimes .. so really i have come to the conclusion that im not gonna study!! but the thing is i CANT do that or else i'll really fail! WHY WHY DOES SCHOOL HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS... i cant handle this.. how can u give me a month off and expect me to study! im so stressed right now.. and i thing is now that there is a boy, all i wanna do is think about nothing. what am i gonna do..
i just wanna go to florida forget about everything here, then come back and work and chill.. for four months WORK AND CHILL!
IM SO TIRED OF SCHOOL!!
WHEN WILL IT EVER BE OVER!!