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lately my head has been everywhere but where i am. does that make any sense? i find myself not thinking straight, almost getting into like 827389219 car accidents in one day, or just not listening to when people talk to me. as if my mind is in its own place. is this a sign that i need a vacation? yes ive been undergoing alot of stress lately, but still... its like my mind couldnt take it anymore and went for a vacation. im kind of scared. today i made a complete ass out of myself. i went on the turnpike and started going in reverse in the toll lane cause i realised that my mind wasnt paying attention to the signs and i didnt have exact change, so i had to reverse my ass with a cop right next to me, and then i just ended up taking it cause a ton of people were honking. and omg. what a big ordeal. i felt so stupid. so stupid that all i did was laugh to myself. no im not going crazy... or am i? nah i just need to get a day away from school, the job i dont have, and my mother. i need like a day just to get away. i wanna go to the beach to get a tan. but i only have a bikini. id be a beached whale. thats like my favorite phrase now. aileen the beached whale. haha. and grrrr i hope they didnt take a pic of my car. im praying to god that they didnt. u guys should pray for me too. prayer works. and if i get a fine then ehhh fuck it. shit happens when ur mind is in the gutter. ok im extremely tired but i cant sleep cause im soooo excited about tomorrow, and do u all know what tomorrow is??????????? YES!!!!!! THE TASTE OF CHAOS CONCERT!!!!! MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE IS GUNNA BE THERE AND SO AM I!!!! yes yes yes yes! i simply cannot wait. im so excited. oh yes! so excited. ok im out.