best friends means i pulled the trigger...
right now... i feel as if someone just stabbed me in the back with the same knife countless times. im so hurt. its unthinkable of how ugly someone can be. tonight was my best friends wedding. she looked sooooo beautiful and happy. and to think i wouldve been the maid of honor... well i wasnt... and it fucking hurt for me to find out on the day of the wedding. ive asked her countless times who was it gunna be? and she said no one. i dont know the story behind any of this so i dont wanna jump to any conclusions. but it hurt so fucking bad when i saw the girl that was chosen. it was unthinkable. i was speechless. i was hurt. i wanted to cry. i didnt know how to handle the situation. i didnt want to cry at her wedding. ive been there for her through thick and thin. ive been there for her when no one has. i love that girl to death. i did anything and everything for her. just as long as she was happy i was. i mean thats what best friends are for? right. when she fired me from my job, i didnt get mad. i loved her even more. but right there is where i shouldve drawn the line... im so hurt. ive cried tonight like never before. crying to where i cant breathe. and this all just amazes me cause its not something you can go back and change, its not something where she can say shes sorry. ill just be left with unspoken words and pain lingering on. i dont want to confront any of this.. i want to avoid it. cause whenever i think of it it just kills me. when i saw her walk down the isle i felt so... betrayed... so sick... so sad... so hurt... so disowned. i dont know where she stands in my life right now... but i dont think things will ever be the same... she asked me to be the godmother of her child but someone told me that the maid of honor was gunna be the godmother. so where does that leave me? this was all just a sign that god inteded me to see... and i thank him. because now i know that my friendship never meant anything to her, and i just wasted time and many memories with someone that would betray me the way she did... i leave it at that... im speechless and i have no regrets. i just learn from my mistakes. goodnight.
Well I can't regret,
can't you just forget it?
I started something I couldn't finish
And if we go down,
we go down together
best friends means,
well best friends means
And I've got a twenty-dollar bill
that says you're up late night starting
fist fights versus fences in your backyard
Wearing your black eye like a badge of honor
Soaking in sympathy
from friends who never loved you
nearly half as much as me
Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable...ohoh
Well I can't regret,
can't you just forget it?
I started something I couldn't finish
If we go down,
we go down together
best friends means,
well best friends means
You never knew
well i never told you...
Everything I know about breaking hearts
I learned from you, it's true
I've never done it with the style and grace you have
But I've made long term plans
based on these mistakes
Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable
Is this what you call tact?
I swear you're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back
so let's end this call,
and end this conversation
there's nothing worse...
(that's right he said, that's right he said it)
I swear, you have no idea
The jealousy that became me thinking
(that's right he said)
that you always had it way too easy
Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger!!!
*Best friends means you get what you deserve!!!*
Well I can't regret,
can't you just forget it?
I started something I couldn't finish
And if we go down,
we go down together
best friends means,
well best friends means
And I've got a twenty-dollar bill
that says you're up late night starting
fist fights versus fences in your backyard
Wearing your black eye like a badge of honor
Soaking in sympathy
from friends who never loved you
nearly half as much as me
Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable...ohoh
Well I can't regret,
can't you just forget it?
I started something I couldn't finish
If we go down,
we go down together
best friends means,
well best friends means
You never knew
well i never told you...
Everything I know about breaking hearts
I learned from you, it's true
I've never done it with the style and grace you have
But I've made long term plans
based on these mistakes
Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable
Is this what you call tact?
I swear you're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back
so let's end this call,
and end this conversation
there's nothing worse...
(that's right he said, that's right he said it)
I swear, you have no idea
The jealousy that became me thinking
(that's right he said)
that you always had it way too easy
Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger!!!
*Best friends means you get what you deserve!!!*