it was vile and it was cheap

Mar 29, 2004 00:09

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smilnnafotograf March 30 2004, 01:34:21 UTC
i just wish that someone really cared about me
i like feelings, i wish someone would intrust themselves in me, i wish i was that important to somebody, i wish i was the person that brightened someones day and lit up their face, i wish i knew that i was important and that i meant something to someone
when ever i go out on a limb for someone they fuck me over

those are just a couple of the things i totally feel from the entry. you described situations i have gone thru and how badly i just wish i had someone who cared about me as much as i cared about them. im emotionally and physically scarred by some past experiences and just people who hurt me in general. ive done so many things i regret and dont know what to do to get my life back on track. i need to feel loved, i guess, or maybe i just think too much. sometimes i dont understand what i am living for.. and thats what scares me the most.

i dont know you and im almost positive u dont know me. ive seen you around and im a friend of gregs. but my names amber and i just thought i would give you my input and let you know your not alone. i hope things get better for you and if you ever need someone to listen or just vent to, let me know and i could try and help you the best i can. ♥

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stitchtheretina March 30 2004, 16:04:25 UTC
ive done so many things i regret and dont know what to do to get my life back on track. i need to feel loved, i guess, or maybe i just think too much. sometimes i dont understand what i am living for.. and thats what scares me the most.

wow thats exactly how i feel, i sit there and think and i get myself into thoughts i shouldnt be in and i know its my fault but it's like i cant help it, ahh thanks for posting and i hope greg gets out and about soon! i miss him

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smilnnafotograf March 31 2004, 13:55:28 UTC
its hard to make yourself believe that not everything that happens is your fault. most of those times, intentionally or unitentionally, other people cause pain in your life. you seem like an awesome guy and from all these posts, it looks as though you have a lot of friends that care a lot about you. your lucky to have that.

lol i miss greg too by the way. i know his life isnt going that great right now but hopefully things will get better.
im adding you to my friends, if thats okay ;o) i hope everything turns out for the best. ♥

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