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My parents called me , they are upset with me because one of my cousins got a 100,000 dollar job at sears or something while she is in business school getting a masters. She is not even done with school they are just going to hire her after she graduates.
They told me I should quit my job and go back to school to get a computer science degree so I can get a better job now. I told them that my plan to commit suicide at age 32 still stands and they can fuck off.
I am not going to get in to the logics of the whole idea, because there are none, Financial reasons are not even the beginning of it.
I am already upset because my personal business is not growing as fast as I need it to. I just sold at a comic convention and everyone I know has moved up so far in their creative life and I havent gotten anywhere. I cant even find reasons to rationalize why other than lack of time.
I am still adamant about it though. All I want to do in life is create things using my imagination. I dont see any point in living if I have to do something else, We will see what happens in time.
They told me I should quit my job and go back to school to get a computer science degree so I can get a better job now. I told them that my plan to commit suicide at age 32 still stands and they can fuck off.
I am not going to get in to the logics of the whole idea, because there are none, Financial reasons are not even the beginning of it.
I am already upset because my personal business is not growing as fast as I need it to. I just sold at a comic convention and everyone I know has moved up so far in their creative life and I havent gotten anywhere. I cant even find reasons to rationalize why other than lack of time.
I am still adamant about it though. All I want to do in life is create things using my imagination. I dont see any point in living if I have to do something else, We will see what happens in time.