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i dont get to move into the house of my dreams and now gus and me have to find a tiny apartment to move into which will be very exspensive. i'm so anger. why do people fucking suck?
i found a couple nice houses for cheap but then we would have to find a roommate and i dont know anyone that i would like to move in with besides layla. and her lease isn't up till may and thats way to long to wait in my moms house. im tired of living here and my mom pisses me off sometimes but the one thing that i want the most is not having to listen to anyone, you know. you can do what ever you want, then having your mother tell you your doing too much laundry at once, then turn around and say your doing to little laundry the next time. that is unwanted bullshit that i do not need. Or the fact that she bitches at me for eating at home and making a mess so i go out and buy food and bring it home and she gets pissed that the garbage is always filling up because of to go boxes and fast food bags. its almost like i can never win with her. like the time i move out because she was driving me crazy and then four months later she felt so lonely at the house she want me to move back in with her. i dont understand, but when i move out this time im not moving back in.
i found a couple nice houses for cheap but then we would have to find a roommate and i dont know anyone that i would like to move in with besides layla. and her lease isn't up till may and thats way to long to wait in my moms house. im tired of living here and my mom pisses me off sometimes but the one thing that i want the most is not having to listen to anyone, you know. you can do what ever you want, then having your mother tell you your doing too much laundry at once, then turn around and say your doing to little laundry the next time. that is unwanted bullshit that i do not need. Or the fact that she bitches at me for eating at home and making a mess so i go out and buy food and bring it home and she gets pissed that the garbage is always filling up because of to go boxes and fast food bags. its almost like i can never win with her. like the time i move out because she was driving me crazy and then four months later she felt so lonely at the house she want me to move back in with her. i dont understand, but when i move out this time im not moving back in.