SiCK:(
im in school now, so tired, so sick. i look like a retaRD and i couldnt care less. im so sick, and my nose is so stuffy n now i have a really bad cough..like in my lungs. its so bad. but i missed most of yest n i didnt wanna miss any more shit cuz i get behind really easily. i missed a 2 day english test so im prob going to have to make that up. which sucks. i just want it to be the weekend so i can sit home n sleep. but im also workin all weekend so im gonna load up on meds. i have work today, i dont know how im going to manage that one.
im almost done xmas shopping. i got lyss, sammy, laur, nisa, my sister, my dad, and all i have left is my mommy, b diff, and l man. im 200 in debt:( idk what im gonna do, cuz im only gettin a 150 paycheck this week. and i told both my parents id pay them back on sunday. ehhh the problems of a 16 yr olds life:( hahah
i feel really bad for my mom. and idk what to do, cuz as much as i think she deserves it, i still feel bad cuz shes upset about being alone for the holidays and also this is the first christmas since my grandpa (her dad) passed away. and its really sad you know? and i just dont know what to tell her, because that is my worst fear...ending up alone for the rest of my life. that really scares me a lot. because i dont like being alone..ever...i get lonely when my friends all leave my house at the same time n im alone. oh goodness...i guess if you dig your own hole its your shit to deal with, but i just still sympathize so much with her.
well im gonna go cuz i got some other stuff to do before the period ends
im almost done xmas shopping. i got lyss, sammy, laur, nisa, my sister, my dad, and all i have left is my mommy, b diff, and l man. im 200 in debt:( idk what im gonna do, cuz im only gettin a 150 paycheck this week. and i told both my parents id pay them back on sunday. ehhh the problems of a 16 yr olds life:( hahah
i feel really bad for my mom. and idk what to do, cuz as much as i think she deserves it, i still feel bad cuz shes upset about being alone for the holidays and also this is the first christmas since my grandpa (her dad) passed away. and its really sad you know? and i just dont know what to tell her, because that is my worst fear...ending up alone for the rest of my life. that really scares me a lot. because i dont like being alone..ever...i get lonely when my friends all leave my house at the same time n im alone. oh goodness...i guess if you dig your own hole its your shit to deal with, but i just still sympathize so much with her.
well im gonna go cuz i got some other stuff to do before the period ends