e-commerce sucks
ok well once again im sitting here in ecommerce...i finished all my work 2 days ago n now i have nothing to do. im sick:( i have a fever and a sniffly nose n a sore throat:( i hate being sick. esxpecially head colds. if i have a stomach ache or something its not so bad, but i hate head colds, they ruin my day. but im super duper excited about today cuz i havent been shoppin in SOOO long!! ahh hahah. l man n ryan r goin down there too so i think im gonna go meet up with them when brian ditches me. i only have 5 more hours left of school...i really hate school lately. its so depressing. when u think about it...for 5 days a week you are trapped in a building for 7 hours...thats 35 hours a week! in school! like..thats insane. school sucks.
i also hate acting like nothings wrong. but you know what, ive said it before, and you clearly havent made any attempt to change your actions, so its not worth causing drama over. its jus like...degrading almost? are you embarrassed to bring me around??? like...i dont care even know what to say, hi i bring you all over and introduce you to my friends and you will go out when u know im sitting home for the night. and i can think of many instances where i have brought u along dispite what other people say, and i somehow cant think of 1 time i went out with your friends...coincidence much??? hmm im prob thinking too much into this as usual. as i do with everything in my life. but you know who you are...does it even need to be said?
i dont really have much else to say so maybe i will just ramble for a while:) cuz thats better than sitting here vegitating.
im kinda excited to get our progress reports. i think im doing really good. which is good because i didnt do so hott on my report card..i didnt even make honor roll. how pathetic is that? ive always gotten pretty good grades without doing anything, and now i cant really get away with that any more. i need to develop better study habits. i dont even know what i want to do with the rest of my life which is really bothering me. because obviously i want to be successful with a happy family and all that nonsense, so i think i should decide soon. well not decide, but test out my options.
ok well im gonna go cuz im gettin kinda dizzy and i dont feel good at all. i hate sickness:(
lv me comments to make me feel better:)
i also hate acting like nothings wrong. but you know what, ive said it before, and you clearly havent made any attempt to change your actions, so its not worth causing drama over. its jus like...degrading almost? are you embarrassed to bring me around??? like...i dont care even know what to say, hi i bring you all over and introduce you to my friends and you will go out when u know im sitting home for the night. and i can think of many instances where i have brought u along dispite what other people say, and i somehow cant think of 1 time i went out with your friends...coincidence much??? hmm im prob thinking too much into this as usual. as i do with everything in my life. but you know who you are...does it even need to be said?
i dont really have much else to say so maybe i will just ramble for a while:) cuz thats better than sitting here vegitating.
im kinda excited to get our progress reports. i think im doing really good. which is good because i didnt do so hott on my report card..i didnt even make honor roll. how pathetic is that? ive always gotten pretty good grades without doing anything, and now i cant really get away with that any more. i need to develop better study habits. i dont even know what i want to do with the rest of my life which is really bothering me. because obviously i want to be successful with a happy family and all that nonsense, so i think i should decide soon. well not decide, but test out my options.
ok well im gonna go cuz im gettin kinda dizzy and i dont feel good at all. i hate sickness:(
lv me comments to make me feel better:)