this uncertainty is killing me

Apr 27, 2011 16:31

I wish I was like roy when I get stressed and stay up all night studying. That's why he has a 3.9GPA and scored in like, the 90th percentile on his PCAT. I on the other hand have decided to go to Argentina with transfer credits (that don't get assimilated into my already shitty GPA) and have pushed my MCAT back by at least a semester because the thought of taking it sets my mind absolutely fucking deer-in-the-headlights blank.

I should NOT go to Argentina and instead spend the semester taking an easy 18 credit course load (CRAZY) that will guarantee me 18 credits worth of A's. That would be the smart thing to do, right? 18 credits worth of A's would look better than a Latin American Studies Minor and four months abroad (regardless of what grades I receive in my classes over there), right?

I'm trying to study. I have a test tomorrow at 8pm and then a test at 10am on Friday.

I want to go to Argentina. I don't want to say I've never left the country. I want to have something worthwhile to talk about when I walk into my medical school interviews.

But I won't be accepted to med school interviews if I don't get the grades.

And the grades in Argentina don't count.

Fuck.

life, argentina, studying, study abroad, med school omgfear, worried

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