Ob-La-Di, Ob-La-Da
It is definitely time for "CHANGE".
I've had a headache for a week, not to mention have been in a horrible mixture of anxiety & depression - the real kind - without a cause, even! Come to find out, I bought decaffeinated coffee last week & have been going through withdrawals.
This year is going to be all about ME! Getting ME back, building a new ME, & reinventing ME.
Apparently, it is time to start writing - I've been dreaming of it even, and the "Muse" just won't shut up with all of the ideas.
I've had most of my dreams handed to me over the past few years, only to have them destroyed by evil villains. I no longer know what I want. I just know no one will destroy my stuff again. And I know that you can never go back. Which is okay, because I don't want to unless it is to deliver warnings. I've been experimenting with that ;)
Spending the Eve at an undisclosed location. It has been a year of much death & sorrow for me - lost many good friends :( In fact, it has probably been the most emotionally traumatic year I've ever had, and that is saying a lot. I am just looking forward to the New stuff. I want all New stuff. And I want to crawl out of this miserable funk I'm in. Bring it on already!
RIP 2010! Demons be gone!