Return of the Jedi
Not really. Just saying "Hi"...and announcing I'm making my final approach back from Hell...estimated time of arrival is...soon...very soon.
I'm sure there's a very good reason I've had to go through all of this, but what to hell do I know? Pain sucks. That's why I'd always made a point of avoiding it. Very grateful for my incredible friends who have tolerated and supported me throughout the trip. Esp. the ones who won't let me forget that I have never been one to be toyed with or taken lightly. I've learned my lesson. I'd put the wall back up, but he took that too. At least I didn't cave to the karioke!
Jr.-I know you read this!-KEEP my stuff...I've replaced it all anyways...do whatever you want with it. I don't want to hear about the 5-year rule! (And thanks sooooo much for always being there...and always watching my back...I just wish you knew what a remarkable person you are)
Den-I'm sooo glad you're back up and running...all new and improved and stuff...and you, too, are always there...even still...I always speak my mind...you have to WANT to stop...having to is a whole other world...work it!
A-I'm surprised you're not a basket-case after all this. Thanks.
Other A-Yes, you've gone through it, but you really gave me the strength to follow through. Thanks.
K-Yeah, you're way too close to the subject, but you respect our deal...and occasionally slip in a bit of info for me to chew on...and let me bounce things off of you...and I'm sorry I haven't even had the decency to call after all you and E. did to help me work this out...I promised coffee...but you know why I haven't...and now I can...so I will.
Mish-you found me!
Steve-Thanks for all the info you got to me...and for listening to me babble a few times...if you're up for writing, I've got some reallllly good ideas for you.
Other than that...my birthday is Thursday...another fucking thoughtful and considerate aspect of this sudden outcome....definitely NOT following through with original plans...so if anyone wants to hang Friday/Saturday call or email me.
I'm okay! (I know you all were worried, but sometimes I really do know me, and I'm really not quite like most) I feel sooooo much better. It hurt, but not like it did. Like I always say, lies hurt much more than the truth, no matter how bad it is. And I just proved my point. Because I'm feeling better than I have in a long time. And 4 hours ago I went through a very traumatic time. And I was actually sick...all week...thought I was coming down with bronchitis or something...and as soon as I saw for myself...and made the call...completely better. Kind of symbollic...I can actually breath again. So there! :P
I'm sure there's a very good reason I've had to go through all of this, but what to hell do I know? Pain sucks. That's why I'd always made a point of avoiding it. Very grateful for my incredible friends who have tolerated and supported me throughout the trip. Esp. the ones who won't let me forget that I have never been one to be toyed with or taken lightly. I've learned my lesson. I'd put the wall back up, but he took that too. At least I didn't cave to the karioke!
Jr.-I know you read this!-KEEP my stuff...I've replaced it all anyways...do whatever you want with it. I don't want to hear about the 5-year rule! (And thanks sooooo much for always being there...and always watching my back...I just wish you knew what a remarkable person you are)
Den-I'm sooo glad you're back up and running...all new and improved and stuff...and you, too, are always there...even still...I always speak my mind...you have to WANT to stop...having to is a whole other world...work it!
A-I'm surprised you're not a basket-case after all this. Thanks.
Other A-Yes, you've gone through it, but you really gave me the strength to follow through. Thanks.
K-Yeah, you're way too close to the subject, but you respect our deal...and occasionally slip in a bit of info for me to chew on...and let me bounce things off of you...and I'm sorry I haven't even had the decency to call after all you and E. did to help me work this out...I promised coffee...but you know why I haven't...and now I can...so I will.
Mish-you found me!
Steve-Thanks for all the info you got to me...and for listening to me babble a few times...if you're up for writing, I've got some reallllly good ideas for you.
Other than that...my birthday is Thursday...another fucking thoughtful and considerate aspect of this sudden outcome....definitely NOT following through with original plans...so if anyone wants to hang Friday/Saturday call or email me.
I'm okay! (I know you all were worried, but sometimes I really do know me, and I'm really not quite like most) I feel sooooo much better. It hurt, but not like it did. Like I always say, lies hurt much more than the truth, no matter how bad it is. And I just proved my point. Because I'm feeling better than I have in a long time. And 4 hours ago I went through a very traumatic time. And I was actually sick...all week...thought I was coming down with bronchitis or something...and as soon as I saw for myself...and made the call...completely better. Kind of symbollic...I can actually breath again. So there! :P