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man, it's been crazy...i feel like i have so much on my mind...i'm going to explode
stream it i will...i've been writing a lot these days in this journal of mine...much more than usual...and usually writing in here is indicative of some depression or crazy thoughts...i would say that i touch close to depression, but it's not like it used to be...i keep asking the Holy Spirit to protect me from it or to just be with me and it's been okay in that regard so far...so many thoughts though i guess...i've been thinking about my future with the company -- i just felt terrible at work earlier...couldn't focus, didn't do that much work...but there are some big things happening and things need to get done and if they go well maybe we'll sell...i think that would be my dream right now, sell and just go do something else for a bit...i think i would go on vacation immediately, go somewhere, but the problem with that is...i don't want to go by myself...who would go with me?? maybe i can bring different people with me for different legs of the trip...oh well i'll think about that more if i actually get to that point
it's sorta crazy...this month i've got like 5 different sets of friends visiting from outside of SF, not just for me, but people have contacted me about hanging out...and i wasn't ever expecting for there to be this many people visiting here...guess SF is a hotspot
in other news...i need to figure out what i'm bringing to this potluck on wednesday
okay i think this is the extent of my more public thoughts that i'm going to share haha
stream it i will...i've been writing a lot these days in this journal of mine...much more than usual...and usually writing in here is indicative of some depression or crazy thoughts...i would say that i touch close to depression, but it's not like it used to be...i keep asking the Holy Spirit to protect me from it or to just be with me and it's been okay in that regard so far...so many thoughts though i guess...i've been thinking about my future with the company -- i just felt terrible at work earlier...couldn't focus, didn't do that much work...but there are some big things happening and things need to get done and if they go well maybe we'll sell...i think that would be my dream right now, sell and just go do something else for a bit...i think i would go on vacation immediately, go somewhere, but the problem with that is...i don't want to go by myself...who would go with me?? maybe i can bring different people with me for different legs of the trip...oh well i'll think about that more if i actually get to that point
it's sorta crazy...this month i've got like 5 different sets of friends visiting from outside of SF, not just for me, but people have contacted me about hanging out...and i wasn't ever expecting for there to be this many people visiting here...guess SF is a hotspot
in other news...i need to figure out what i'm bringing to this potluck on wednesday
okay i think this is the extent of my more public thoughts that i'm going to share haha