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i love how my mom puts tanning, and shopping infront of her family. i love how my dad yells at me over nothing. i love how me and my boyfriend fight over stupid things that dont need to be fought over. i love how i always mess up. i love how the people i could trust, i really cant. i love how sarcasticcc i can be saying i love all this.
i wish i could be happier with life. i just want to turn 16 and get my car, so i can easily get away. im done hating life, and im done caring about what everyone else thinks. im done of being how all of you want me to be.
annie, shes my bestfriend, and i love her, she helps me through everything i go through, when i need someone shes the one to run to. id bend over backwards for her, she really has helped me open my eyes and realize whos true and whos fake, whos worth the fight and who to just let go of. Shes helped me realize that i dont need a million friends to be happy.
my boyfriendd, we fight alottt. and i mean ALOTT, and everyone asks me, "if you 2 fight so much, why are you still together?" noone understands the feelings i have for him. noone has what we have. if he was someone else, i wouldnt have put up with all the fights we have gone through, and im sure he wouldnt have put up with it either, we love eachother, and we remind eachother that everyday. but as much as we tell eachother we love eachother, we tell "i hate you" just as much, its the relationship we have. i love this guy. i havent had the feelings i have for him, with anyone else. and i dont plan on it either. i wish he could understand how sorry i am for everythingg ive done in the past, and now. i make alot of mistakes, and i always regret it in the endd. i willll always love him, we willll always be togetherr.
i want jt here, right nowww.
i want everything to be perfect between usss.
i wantt him to know i love him.
and him to know i mean it.
dflkgjfdg.
i wish i could be happier with life. i just want to turn 16 and get my car, so i can easily get away. im done hating life, and im done caring about what everyone else thinks. im done of being how all of you want me to be.
annie, shes my bestfriend, and i love her, she helps me through everything i go through, when i need someone shes the one to run to. id bend over backwards for her, she really has helped me open my eyes and realize whos true and whos fake, whos worth the fight and who to just let go of. Shes helped me realize that i dont need a million friends to be happy.
my boyfriendd, we fight alottt. and i mean ALOTT, and everyone asks me, "if you 2 fight so much, why are you still together?" noone understands the feelings i have for him. noone has what we have. if he was someone else, i wouldnt have put up with all the fights we have gone through, and im sure he wouldnt have put up with it either, we love eachother, and we remind eachother that everyday. but as much as we tell eachother we love eachother, we tell "i hate you" just as much, its the relationship we have. i love this guy. i havent had the feelings i have for him, with anyone else. and i dont plan on it either. i wish he could understand how sorry i am for everythingg ive done in the past, and now. i make alot of mistakes, and i always regret it in the endd. i willll always love him, we willll always be togetherr.
i want jt here, right nowww.
i want everything to be perfect between usss.
i wantt him to know i love him.
and him to know i mean it.
dflkgjfdg.