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well this weekend hasnt been the best.
i need to learn not to worry, to have fun, and let life go as it comes. im always worried of what others will think, what others are saying about me, what im doing wrong, or not enough of. If im being the best and nicest i can. I need to stop worrying and let how i really am come out. im realizing im getting nowhere with how i am now. i have an amazing boyfriend, amazing bestfriendss, and an amaziing familyy ((even tho at times i dont think so)), and i dont want to loose any of that. these people are my life, why i wake up in the morning, and the reason i dare to dream. i cant help my mood at times, but i can do my best to stay positive towards all.
im adding more later.
i need to learn not to worry, to have fun, and let life go as it comes. im always worried of what others will think, what others are saying about me, what im doing wrong, or not enough of. If im being the best and nicest i can. I need to stop worrying and let how i really am come out. im realizing im getting nowhere with how i am now. i have an amazing boyfriend, amazing bestfriendss, and an amaziing familyy ((even tho at times i dont think so)), and i dont want to loose any of that. these people are my life, why i wake up in the morning, and the reason i dare to dream. i cant help my mood at times, but i can do my best to stay positive towards all.
im adding more later.